i really hope that we could still continue our rs..i know tat i'm not so bad untill i'm hopeless..i mean i'm always willing to change for u..u realli tink tat i'm unchangeable le ma?...before u nvr told me tat u wanted to much of your space..i thought tat juz by asking some q to add topic for ourself would be better as u don usually start topic wif me..but in the end i cant tink of any so i keep asking u the same few q untill u felt so irritated..its stupid of me for not being considerate when i had my blk leave..for quarreling wif u n giving u stupid attitude towards u..ever since before i'm in army i told myself that you would be the girl that i'm going to spend my holidays wif..the one to spend through b'days,christmas,new year n others more event...when i know tat i'm going to have my blk leave..u know how excited i felt ma?i juz thought tat finally i could spend more time wif u le..but cos of some reason u cant..i felt depressed n sad..i nvr thought tat it would become like tat.n i tink through tat i have been giving u more n more attitude..i felt really sorry...but why are you so heartless towards me??why why why!!!!!!everybody will have a selfish side...i had mine too..but i should'd react to u like tis n i hav regretted very MUCH!you just tell me you have no more feelings on me le..n end it so sudden...i'm sorry..i still love you.its really hard to let you out of my mind.