sometime i really wish you arn't that busy..i trust you..but from what you are doing..you are making my trust to believe that you love me no more..i just hope that this is not true..you are making me losing hope from you..it hurts...deeply.

its going to be our 11mth soon..i'm really glad that you are still with me..both of us have really been strong throughout,and i want to say thank you for all this.From the btm of my heart.I really love you very much.

sometime i just hope that you were more caring and understanding towards me...i'm really having a tough time inside...you wont ever know what i have gone through as u never had really listen what i really wanted to say..sometime while i'm inside i really just wanted to end it...but i wont..cause i will just think about you..hoping that you will understand me more and show me more love..is it really that hard?