everything have change=(

on the new year eve at 7.26pm.you just tell me u had enough and wanted to break up.i felt really shock and sad.i ever ask you what you were really thinking..but you nvr told me.i had question for you question that i dont understand.i just hope that i really know you more.but you did'd even gave me the chance..i nvr wanted to be irritating to you...its just that i express myself to you in the wrong way..i was despo to recover our rs..but i did it in the wrong way..if u still had feelings for me at that time..y didd you do something to improve it?i felt really hurt n lost..when you are unhappy towards me y din u sound off to me that u din like it?you always had reasons for what you are doing..but y cant u tell me of your actions?making me more like a fool..its really sux for me.when i ever i really wanted to explain to you,you would juz give the conclusion to yourself that i am assuming things again..saying that i'm being irritating again and thats wad u say u don like it..u din even wanted to hear from me...u closed yourself so much from me that i cant reach you..did u ever know how isolated i felt?!all i wanted is just time from you...maybe can say that i'm not understanding enough..but y nvr even corrected me..i tried to understand..but sometime i really felt too lonely that i used my anger on u..i regretted..but if u even had the feelings for me..y din u even wanted to change my bad points??...i'm lost..too lost that i really had lost the meaning in life..u hurt me so much...if only u had change your attitude towards me...maybe we would still be loving...in a rs isnt it about giving n taking?u always gave me the attitude tat u r ok with it..or the heck care feelings...i donno if u had notice..or maybe i misjudge it..are we expressing ourself in the wrong way?it hurts...it freaking hurts...guess that maybe i dont love you so much..love you untill i lost the sense in me n being to act like a fool..fk my stupidity.