I've always kept quiet..i nvr complain about you..
what past is past...i nvr wanted to dig it out or think about it..cas its just too painfull for me to think about it..
i dont understand..and in the past when i dont understand..i would'd want to know more..cas i wanna escape..either from the pain you gave me or the face of what you really are...
i've been blinded for 358days i've learnt...我的心给你毁了！我会恨你一辈子..不过..这已经是以前的想法了...我没这么笨了！i wont hate you so much cas i don want myself to feel hurt just because of you..you arnt worth such attention to me le..all the way its been just me being too stupid..you are the clever one..the one that has blinded me so much...whatever your thinking is..you would just say..its just all about me..i'll always be right..thats how my friends said me..but whenever my friends said me,we are talking about stuff we are playing..
curse you in my heart..one day there will be karma that falls on you..你a TAHAN MA?!

kao!

but still...healing up has nvr been easy for me..
great you are really too GREAT..