found a new side of life=D
yeah
been hurt
been lonely
been isolating myself
been thinking of stupid stuff
BUT
i will not be so stupid ANYMORE!why?simple..cas the person which let me been like that is totally not worth for me to be like that.since the person is enjoying so much while i have been on the opposite,for what should i be like that?!HA!
YOU HAVE CHANGE SO MUCH!
don't always think that its really all about me,if u did'd notice you are the one that really been closing yourself towards me.DON'T use the excuse that i'm too stubborn on my thoughts!FK IT!just use brains think also can le.you could just say it simple and clear!
where else i read a magazine which said what girls are looking for in a partner and it said a few.
those who are finding a companion to spend time with for the moment.
those that are just flirting around.
those that are playing with feelings.
those that need a person to make them feel 'good'
those that are finding for a true companion for life.(you are confirm not under this cat)

curse myself for being so stupid...haha..nvm..was a good exp.learn much from that and will know how to judge a person more and see the future more le =D

curse this life.praise this life.fk this life and just freaking enjoy it.
yeah i will make a total change over!